I am just me....

**demon chloe** · November 7th, 2001, 07:23 PM

I am who I am. Plain and simple. That is all some people need. It isn't good enough for others. I sit here staring at the keyboard trying to get my fingers to type words that are jumbled inside my head. Fragments of thoughts and concerns...all trying to come out at once to form some sort of understandable mess.

People like me for various reasons. That is simple enough. Others, don't for the same thing. I can deal. I've made lots of mistakes in my life. Every single one of them has lead to better things for me.

Guess what I am saying is. I've made mistakes here. Righting wrongs is painful, humiliating and alot harder then hiding. But so much more satisfying and liberating.

This thread isnt about dishin my personal dirt. It's about strengthening relationships with people that matter...or people that i matter to. It's also been quite humbling to know that you've pushed some people past their comfort zone and you no longer have them .... but that too is part of life. Things don't always turn out the way you want them too.

Its a hard thing to do........even tho I am a grown up...i've grown up sooo much in the last 6 months...and made some seriously wonderful friends here to add to my list of friends at home.

Somedays I wake up, on top of the world. Do i still have troubles and concerns? HELL YEAH! But I am an optimistic person, always seeking the best in things. Other days I wake up feeling beat to the ground already. Those days suck. No doubt about it. Then, I have those days... I let others try to beat me to the ground pyth

. SOme days they succeed.... some days they don't.

I am who I am. I'm bright, funny ...way too hyper at times...artistic, silly, caring, athletic...and...very much polite and overly sensitive. If I think some more, im sure I could come up with one or two more characteristics to describe me. If ya still like me after all this...well then..*L....yippeee skippy......if ya don't ....all i can say is............. ZIP IT - LOCK IT - PUT IT IN YOUR POCKET......don't bother with me.

...................*smiles smile

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"A good heart...is the SUN....for it shines bright and never changes..."

William Shakespeare

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**Blazey** · November 7th, 2001, 07:47 PM

*Zips u up..locks u up..stuffs u in my pocket*...and runzz away with ya..if they dont like ya..just leaves more for me..*G

You also have a heart of gold..nothing you wouldnt do for anyone..you prove it time and again..all i can tell you is..if ppl have a problem with you..what the saying about glass houses and stones..*S..and the one about backyards...*nods*..Go for it..betcha they have problems of their own..maybe they should deal with their issues before trying to fix what aint broke..*walks out grinning*

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"This above all; to thine own self be true."
-William Shakespeare

**heidi!** · November 7th, 2001, 10:57 PM

I never know what you people are goin on about....Am I that outta the loop.. confused

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**Sniffer** · November 8th, 2001, 12:12 AM

heidi i think all she's saying is... she's not perfect but she's got a hell of a lot of good qualities 'n whether ya like her for them or hate her for them she is who she is and she's happy with that wink

i for one like her just the way she is *smooch*

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**demon chloe** · November 8th, 2001, 12:53 AM

EXACTLY!!!!

Doesnt seem to be enough for some people....

But *does a tap dance*..... its good enough for me... as long as I keep trying to better myself... what more matters.

Thank you.....friends *gooogle eyes at ya* tongue

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"A good heart...is the SUN....for it shines bright and never changes..."

William Shakespeare

**Kid Charlemagne** · November 8th, 2001, 03:01 AM

Hmm....where to start on this one?....Chloe, i have met many wonderful people in here since i first came in about 8 months ago and i must say that you are definitely the best.....sorry blazer....*L......i find it hard to believe that anyone couldn't see everything that you have to offer and if they can't they're either blind or an idiot.....anyhow.....to my friends, and you know who you are, thank you for all the fun in the last year and just remember to keep an open mind......it's the only way you'll ever learn anything

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"Our life is what our thoughts make it."
- Marcus Aurelius Antoninus

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**Blazey** · November 8th, 2001, 03:03 AM

..<TABLE style="FILTER: glow(color=RED strength=6)"><font size="6">SWEETPEA!</font></table>

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"This above all; to thine own self be true."
-William Shakespeare